.....and further more

live life to the utmost enjoyment, absorb yourself in love and those you love...all else is inconsequential.

Bollocks

My uncle Eddie has fought the good fight, and lost. Having put up the bravest (and longest) fight - he bowed out gracefully....a gentleman to the end.

I am angry in that those that are left behind are the ones that break. To watch loved ones in pain, there are no words, you just want to absorb as much as possible, but who are you? In the big scheme of things you are not big enough, brave enough or strong enough to take the pain from them. All you can do is listen.

I have no words, my heart breaks. I love my family and i would protect them as much as i can, but i can't.

Crap.